You weigh heaven on my mind. I don't know why. But here you are. Pete, are you at peace? Are you with Mom and Daddy? Where are you? Still you have not come to see me. Okay, I will do my best to just accept the fact that you may never come to see me. Though you have gone to see everyone else. I guess I'm a bit mad at you right about now. Sure could use your calming voice right now. But you seem to be silent when it comes to me. Did I not try to do the best I could? Yeah I know I screwed up where Tony is concerned. I'm sorry. I just felt he should know. That kinda blew up in my face didn't it? Tell me Pete, how could I have know that that would have happened? Lil' Bill wanting to sleep with and then wanting to take you to St. Joe. The kid isn't right in the head and I know Tony had a part in it all. He thinks I don't see through him, I do see through him. There is nothing wrong with my vision or my insight. When I turn "it" on, I can see pretty well.... Without you, I guess I have to learn to do things another way.
The day is hot and muggy. We just had a 3 day stretch of 100+ temps.
"At the moment, Portland's Air Quality Index is worse than both Los Angeles and Beijing due to the people moving here from California.
(Ahem) from wildfires in British Columbia. " Author unknown
Try breathing in that soup mix!! In fact, try breathing at all when you have lost the one person in your life who grew up with you, teased you, pulled pranks on you, loved you dearly, argued with you, tattled on you, loved you dearly, gave you rides on his motorcycle, scared the hell out of you, loved you dearly, stuck up for you, protected you, loved you dearly, was always there for you no matter what, was your Knight in shinning armor, who loved you more than anything and would do anything for you.
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