Can't blame you for leaving...

I can't blame you for leaving, but it's still not fair. I don't know what to do, now that you're not here.   I don't know how to love, don't know how to feel anything but pain.   All I want is to have you back.  To have you healthy, laughing and the brother I remember.  If all I can do to keep you here with me, I'll remember you.  And when I don't know what to think,  I'll think about you.